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A Decision For Life....


It's 10:45 in the evening and I just finished updating our website... I felt like updating my Blogger site for a change... Just a while ago, my friends and I were talking about marriage and how tough it is to be married. Being older than me for more than half my age makes them more rightful to talk about it, and since I'm pondering on what lies ahead, it kept me thinking... Then it dawned on me... Somehow I felt a tinge of pride and relief... I realized, if not for destiny, I would have probably ended up with someone who would cheat on me and make my life miserable.. Looking back, I have nothing but gratitude for destiny on doing its part. It surely saved me from a lot of pain. When Leih came to my life, a lot of things changed for the better. At first I didn't occur to me that he could be Mr. Right. But he had been so patient with me, he practically did everything that would make me happy. I was his priority. With Leih, I never had to take the back seat. He builds his dream with me in it, he loves me and everyone I love, and for those two years that he pursued me with unfaltered determination, I guess he has proven his point well.

Honestly I feel hesitant about the idea of getting married, coz normally, when you settle down, that would change a lot of things in your life ~~ like moving somewhere else for starters. But being an only child, I don't think I'm cut out for it.. I love my parents so much, leaving them would shatter me to pieces.. I couldn't imagine a new life without them. This, Leih understands pretty well.. And the first time he thought of asking my hand, he promised me that I would no longer be alone with my responsibilities as an only child... ~ that he would love them as much as he loves me and that everything will be alright... I was so touched by how he makes everything so simple for me... I couldn't ask for anything more... Sa panahong ito, meron pa palang ganitong lalake ngayon... I am so blessed...

Just as I'm writing this, I'm getting teary-eyed again... I guess all my sacrifices in the past paid off coz my good karma has come back in two-fold. Personally, I don't mind having a simple wedding, just as long as I'm marrying the man I love... so I consider this as a bonus that he's giving me a nice wedding that I only dreamed of growing up... Now I have my hands full with all the preparations for my big day, and I can't be more excited...

My prince is truly heaven-sent. He is the man I've been praying for, the other half I am meant to spend the rest of my days with..."The One" I wish to share every moment with, good and bad. I'm glad he's in my life now... My future just got better, a way lot better.

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